If you use me as a weapon, I could explode!
I have a lot of wisdom, knowledge, and understanding of life because, as a child, I couldn’t understand the hatred, cruelty, and pain that humanity forced upon me. So, according to history, Solomon was forced to ask God for what he asked of him when he was crowned king at twenty years old.
Living in a Religious country, attending religious school, and reading my bible daily, I found value in Solomon’s life.
His life became my manual. So, I imitated what he did, asking my creator also for wisdom, knowledge, and understanding.
As I grew, I took the time to know myself because I believe that, “If you know yourself, then no one can tell you who you are.” — Annelise Lords.
No one should know you more than you know yourself!
I took the time to get to know myself. Being super shy and introverted made it easy. Then, I studied my world and the humans in it.
Humans and their lives, living, actions, choices, decisions, and intentions became my manual.
I learned from everything and everyone.
Life, poverty, hunger, and pain taught me many things, including common sense. Being kind, I am often taken for granted, so I take the time to learn about life.
Life became my teacher.
Life taught me to give the good I want.
Then, Life went into detail using the lives and experiences of many humans I know and showed me the value of kindness, honesty, empathy, thoughtfulness, understanding, love, etc.- all the good things I need to live a good life.
Then, it showed me the rewards and consequences of everything they do and demanded, “If you do what they do, wrong or right, do you think your rewards or consequences would be different?”
Good and evil, life will pay me back. It pays us back in weird ways through our actions, choices, and decisions.
My decisions are my life, and my life is my decision! — Annelise Lords
Having that knowledge, I can share it with others now.
Thus, I became a tool for wise, sensible, good-hearted humans. Depending on how they treat me, I can become a weapon for dishonest, greedy, hateful, etc., humans.
Many humans aren’t aware that you are a tool that can heal, inspire, motivate, encourage, and help.
But you can or will become a weapon when they treat you unjustly.
Taking my kindness for weakness is using me as a weapon. Misunderstanding my honesty for stupidity and using me is another way. And there are many.
What are you? A Tool?
Or a Weapon?
If your heart could speak, what would it say?
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